i.M.juZ.a.No.1-LivinG.iN-a_biG.Big-WorLd....

2008-06-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

well 15 hrs b4 i lose my civillian idendity >.<
yeps going to tekong tmr where i will start my BMT training
2 yrs of my life will be going pass in a flash. guess when im in tekong i will miss my family and frens the most and of course not forgeting my dogs =\
gonna miss my comp my bed miss everything everything that i used to be doing >.< o well but NS is just part and parcel of every SG guy so thou shall just get it over and done with =D
2 yrs will go pass in a flash just like my poly years
anyway WY was comenting that the faggots did not have a complete photo taken during our grad so with my poor Photoshop skills....

TADA~

its not too nice i think but o well thats the best my photoshopping skills can tae me.

canot find a shot of kel which can fit in so o well.~ kel make do with it haha

and could'nt find any pictures of del during grad so just ripped one off her blog and TADA!

ok off to treasure my last few hrs b4 i go to sleep

tata all

;) NS.SG HERE I COME!!! ;)

o well

2008-05-27T00:09:00.003+08:00

O well just recieved news that i may have to pay up to 200 bucks for some stupid thing @ work..
so much for tagging at dine's tag board lol
but thou shall not sulk over it as thou shall earn many many more 200s in my life enough to flood the whole china! buahah!

anyway went sentosa day b4 =\
did'nt know when sentosa turn into a tourist attraction for indian tourists...
so many of them @@ totally thot i was in india for a moment in the under water world.~
well not all but some of them are so impolite >:( not being racist here but some of them are just so so impolite trying to squeeze their way thru without saying sorry or excuse me. argg~ not to mention some singaporeans do the same things too lol

anyway of to dota~
9 more days to NS.SG ^_^
yay im so excited !!!! -_ -'''

Emptiness

2008-03-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

Its just like a gush of air blown into me... so so empty,

Issit what i believe it to be or is it not ?

NPCC is over for me maybe for now, not gonna go back unless they really need me which i doubt so =).

People say that the end of something is the start of another...
is it really so ?

just had a sudden urge to blog.

Peaceout~

(=

2007-12-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

well been a year...
haha.. back to this abandoned site..
haven been blogging for a year already.
suddenly just had the urge for blogging..
this year went past in a flash
3 years of poly life coming to an end still rmber the first day in poly...
the time where we panic over our ITP.
the time where we had to form our FYP groups.
and now its all going to be over,
FYP presentation tmr....
in 2 mnths or so exams and over my poly life will be over..
probably the best part of my life is going to be over..
but o well nothing lasts forever..
gona miss poly life.....
probably the best has yet to come
(=

2006-11-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

im back !
anyway nothing much these days...
games,soccer,going out,reports, study
thats about it... boring life...
anyway nothing much to update about....
my tests are coming so its mugging time for me =/
i wana get a gpa of 3.5 =/ can i ?
o well....

2006-10-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KANG.
anyway dined at swensens.. had breaded chicken...
nothing much then went down tamp to pass ash hes hard disk.
home now united match half time.. got home juz in time to see the goal woot.
ok im off now gotta bath and cont watching soccer!~

2006-09-20T10:37:00.000+08:00

im BACK
been working lately... deproved in all my gamin skills )= sad
well let see 14,15,17,19 been working =/ can't say im tired.. cos i have juz been paid to sit there
-.- lol stil working tmr =D work = MORE MONEY $$$$$
buhahahahahah
anyway school starting...
time table sucks..
can't go back to np
only have weds off =/
argh nothing much.. gonna sleep then gonna go down to mjr =/

nothing much...

bah....

whY?

2006-09-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder issit better to remain asleep forever?
=/
maybe i should juz sleep more...

2006-09-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

wHy?

2006-09-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

To those who thought so....

i was deciding whether to go till monday.
the tix for soccer match was bought on blardy tuesday.
and i was not giving false hope....

anyway watching soccer in the national stadium was GREAT. lionel lewis the david lee man...
hes good except some blunders...

=D off to watch tv ~

2006-09-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder what have i done wrong to deserve such things....

juz when i thought everything was pickin up...

i was wrong.

2006-09-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

2nd post in 1 day. so watsup.
nothing much i suppose other then some unhappiness that i stirred up.
which i dun even know and never even got a chance to know why.

juz let me explain wad i feel which i did not manage to say in msn

1. I dun know why i caused so much unhappiness by juz not going and if im that important then im sorry. but its juz not a place for me that i like going. maybe not now.
2. I dun drink
3. Staying up all night outside juz does'nt apeal to me
4. it seriously juz is'nt a place for me.
5. im watching soccer at stadium

u may think im bull shitting but thats all i have to say
i dunno wad was done or said behind my back or i was think too much if i am i am sorry
but i juz hope that u guys enjoy urself.

peace out.

2006-09-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

well 1 day have passed the world has lost one of the greatest wildlife warrior..
im sad but wad can i do ? =/
may happiness be with hes family and him.
at least he was doing something he loved to do.
he was a hero.
seeing him juz leave like that makes me wonder abt death..
its juz such a thin line seperatin life and death.
i guess afterall we humans are not so strong afterall.=/

2006-09-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

Well...
nothing much recently went out wif ash and ql...
went ray's hse supposed to go to gym but owell shan't talk abt it =/
been gamin alot... =/ bah i wanna play battle for mid earth but i dun have the game =/
i wanna get a DVD rom and a Hard disk =/ omg...
work gonna start soon....
argh shld enjoy life while i can..

anyway sometimes dun u think u juz hate that someone and want that someone to get the f**k outta ur life? juz f**k off. dun have to create so much trouble for others. i hate u . get lost.
i seriously hate u. B*TCH

2006-08-24T05:10:00.000+08:00

i guess its a worth it..
staying up late though i have a paper later =D
studied my way thru and saw a united win and a chelsea losT~ WAHAHHAHAHHW WAHWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
this should shut jose up..
but he will go " i dun have cech.." oh big deal.. united dun have scholes and rooney either =D

SONG BO

2006-08-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH exams are finaly near.. tmr first paper gonna end on 24th =/ crap

how will i fare ? =/ crap...
off to sleep been nights since i slept so early

2006-08-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

well im back again... lets see for the past few days its been 50% play 50% study ?
maybe except today =/ practically slacked my whole day away ... at least i did some maths revision questions.. bah!...
yest went studying wif larry , wen yi , geraldine and julie.. initially wanted to study in school but the library was flooded with nerds lol so we headed to suntec mac.
larry and julie left early. so went to collect geraldine's hp from nokia care...
welll geraldine was talking about people have diff goals in life diff piorities....
i guess its true.. for me? i haven found mine yet... but all i know i dun wannna be a nobody =)
alright off to do my stuff again Till next time ~

2006-08-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

Everything is juz too weird...
i dunno....

general happiness today rated upon 10 is 9 !~!~!

haha =)

2006-08-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

lOl
in school comp lab now... lol so damn blardy cold... lol doing my stuff... lol ql dunno if i shld blog it all out lol think i shall not lar but lol
tmr got test fri got presentation.... sianed gota start studying soon haiz...

to you who u think you are ..u shld be more zi dong lol
thats all =) short and simple haha
its not you if u think its not you.. =)
alright juz a short update back to do my stuff
cyA all ~~

2006-07-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

well lifes ok... been slacking this whole weekend.. haha
playing games non stop
aww now feeeling damn guilty.. crap
lol anyway sem exams are coming needa start mugging..

was reading through soccernet and saw an article lampard blasting sven LOL
why dun lampard blast him self and kick himself in the ass for missing so many chances which would have carried england off to win agnst port.. crap thats juz life..
pple juz tend to point out mistakes made by others...

o welll
wad to do .....

tmr lessons at 11 and its gonna end at 3 or 4 LOl dun even feel like going to school... ahh~

ok im going for my dinner now till next time =)

2006-07-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

WEll been a long time since i've updated..
been quite bz with school tests... nothing much to update though lifes dull and boring...
whAt to Do ?
alright off to study again =/

2006-07-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

fucked up lampard as usual ( to think hes england top scorer and missing TWO perfect chances)
victimised rooney ( not bcos im a rooney fanatic but its a fact)
fucked up F**A (they should go learn more about world history)
fucked up refree (seriously fucked up rooney did not deserve a RED ,where was the penalty when there was indeed one...?)
fucked up ronaldo( i duno why but maybe he should juz fuck off to real madrid united dun really need a diver)
AND most of all
FUCKED UP MANAGER ( i think i can do a better job then him ? ok lets not exagerate probably singapore's coach could do better then him)

anyway im proud of most england players... they held out long although they fought an unfair match all the while with an AREGENTINIAN refree.
ill still wear my england Rooney jersey with pride.
seriously shoulda CHOSE Defoe instead of wallcott...
sven should juz go and knock on the wall and die...
gerrard was not up to standards...
beckham was not himself..
lennon was great
what happen to joe cole?
crouch came on better then usual but still lousy

anyway its a new start now a new manager.. which is a good thing..
great future for lennon...
rooney will get stronger..

i hope Brasil knock the porturgese out..
i hope that refree needs to write a 1000 word report on this match and loses hes job

Seriously F**A should go study history man.. think before u choose the officials for the match...

anyway these are juz my comments... like it or not its my comments so if u dun like reading it dun bother...

2006-06-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

FUCK OFF!

2006-06-26T02:29:00.000+08:00

Becks beautiful freekick
strong willed and skillful rooney
f*ked up lampard
dumb crouch trying to warm up while looking like an overly thined monkey
lousy manager

thats all i could say abt the england match ?
hmmmp doing my colors report while waiting for holland match =/

2006-06-25T05:37:00.000+08:00

it was a beautiful shot...
but did they deserve the win ?
did mexico deserve to lose? i dunno =/
o well that soccer....
ENGLAND ALL THE WAY~~~

2006-06-25T05:04:00.000+08:00

Dinnered at Adam Road hawker center =D

Was asking my parents if there were any pple living in my block who were the same age as me.. they told me yes but i juz wonder why i dun bump into them often...=/
and crap i lost 80 cents over a period of 2 days how crappy can it get...
hell to argentina.. so hum.. useless coach but cheers to the mexico coach hes tactics were good..
well anyway haiz sadded thot i could win... haiz anyway nvm juz a lil money ... betting does excites 1 in matches.. but betting too much also not good anyway...
i HOPE ARGENTINA goes out! back to watch it now... GO MEXICO GO! they deserve it..

2006-06-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

well who would have thot that person was living so near me -.-
anyway maybe thats juz fate but i dun seem to bump into that someone very often i juz wonder why...

=/ anyway watching soccer now ... wahha
im betting again winning lil by lil bit buahhahah

2006-06-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

what a long day.. woke up at ard 6.30 haha..
was my cuz's wedding hmm very unique way to celebrate haha..
its like a lunch reception with buffet its simple and nice in my opinion lol
anyway time really flies fancy looking at an old photo in my grand ma's place 6 of us still looking so young. today before we all went home we took another shot the 6 of us again.. me my 2 sis my 3 cuz haha we really grew up ..
sometimes i feel that its better that we stay young forever? trouble free minds.. always playing and having fun..
aiy...
so WC is still on.. really hoping rooney makes an impact on the england team and god damn the england coach to stop using crouch.. he sucks.. play owen and rooney..
hope england does not meet germany in the last 16 =/
i know pple are saying england play sucks so boring but o well maybe its the manager fault.. i suppose so ? but u can't say england won their first match because of becks -.- why dun u say brasil won their first match because of KaKa or germany won their last match because of that neville guy ... its not all about the scorers or assisters.....
PEACER =)

2006-06-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

When the going gets tough its time to call it a day so i shall call it a day before i lose money =)
so its a great feeling to watch soccer again when not betting theres no stress although lesser excitement. but i should really excersise self control dun wanna ruin my future and become a "lan du gui" lol.

so i shall call it a day

anyway Lennon, Rooney and Gerrard Rox man.....
also Becks as usual when he plays for england...

2006-06-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

KoReA I LOVE YOU WOOOHOOOO ~

what more can i say about the world cup feva?
YEA....

hoping to see england vs germany in finals =)

2006-06-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

I am juz so disappointed in you.
are you really a growned up ?
always denying and pushing blames and faults.
seriously ask yourself deep down in your heart if you did anything wrong...

sometimes the best solution is not do anything at all..

2006-06-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

well today was fun buhahaha
went to julie house for a brain workout session with Larry,Lance,kel,geraldine,polly and fei yi lolx .. buahahah been so long since i touched those tiles.. yes if your thinking we had a mahjong session from noon till like 8 pm? Non-stop man. cool. we taught larry how to play =)
an guessed wad did'nt know larry and Kel were so afraid of dogs =0 buahhaha its really comical to see 2 big guys trying to dodge a small lil dog.
any way had fun today thanks to julie's mom for the meals really delicious....
we should go kels house for another mahjong session real soon...

maybe i should have juz tried who knows??
haIz...

2006-06-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

hols are here
my late nights are back
i know i should not be doing this but who cares =D
juz did some house work hanged the laundry and vaccumed my house...
im so fillial =X
lol
soccer last saturday was ok made a few stoopid mistakes
any1 have any job lobangs for this hols? im broke~~~~

=(

2006-05-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

last friday went X-men wif QL KH Navi GAy and junrong was a nice show lil choppy but i muz say the effects were good or is it bcos of the grand cathy sound system ? lol
last saturday soccer was fun but i sucked..
o well =(
last sunday went to "STUDY" with Kelvin, Lance, Wen Yi, Julie.. Geraldine joined us later after her work. well the so called study was not productive at all compared to the first 1... argh then right juz crapped and went home...
woo and Yes finally got my lazy ass moving and went jogging yesterday evening woo
was great feeling so refreshed been donkey years since i jogged...
wanna do that more often now....
anyway was on the way home juz now wif geraldine.....
we were talking talking talking came to realise many things.. =/
crap.

allright...
im going off again for a long long time
till next time folks...

P.S: GERALDINE THNG if u read this, are u happy that i Finally mentioned your name ? lol

iremembermypromisebutwouldihaveachancetofufilit?

2006-05-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Been bz lately or have i been lazely to update...
gah..
wadeva the reason i am here to blog blog blog...
lifes been okay except that i have been piled up wif school work till i almost canot breath.
year 2 sucks lar.. compared to year 1 where i had time to make trips down to mjr go out wif my frens although i am still going its getting lesser =/
soccer as usual has been great.
seriously i feel that in order to suceed in life 1 muz be able to bear wif the pain of failure and losing.
if one canot endure the agony then hes a failure hes life...
yea feel sad if u muz but u juz gotta learn how to lose gracefully and not like a sore loser..

well yea

2006-05-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

How lame can some small kids get?
first they claim they bought it
when asked where they bought it from
they said that picked it up from the streets
lol
how lame can they be?
im talkin about the group of indo chinese kids that always play at the kembangan field
and the cones
abviously 2 of the cones belonged to the field and to singapore power supply but owell like i said they are a bunch of kids who think they are cool but infact they are lame
looking at their faces =)

*note i am refering to the group that plays at kembangan field only not talking about all =d

once again i am feeling lost again i juz hate that feeling will some1 lead the way for me ? =/
anyway watching liverpool match now..
think they deserve the win lar.. 3 beauty goals
although i hate to see them lift the cup =/
ok back to the match =D

2006-05-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

back from movie wif ql and ts... watched MI 3 well was a good show good storyline i must say and nice characters..
pity jared could not join us =/
anyway feel like ponning tmr lessons..
but on second thoughts i think i shall be a good boy and not pon like SOME PEOPLE
lol
crap.
anyway today was taking mrt home wif ql and ts. overheard a conversation this guy spoke so loudly to hes fren beside him i could not help but hear...

Train door opens at bugis....

GUY: wonder why all this people like to take this FU*king train at this F*CKING hour...( You are also 1 of the pple wad )
FREN: *Keeps quiet...

Train door opens at Kallang
GUY: *he repeats the same thing
FREN: *continue to keep quiet.

After door closes
GUY: eh tell u wad we stand at the fuc*ing door to block the entrance
FREN: *no comments

How childish can some singaporeans get....
lame

anyway... crap.
why do some pple make such a big fuss outta a small thing.
why do some people, when they are are in a bad mood u pick on all the smallest thing to irritate you?
why are people so possesive?
why can't some people juz learn?
why can't people think of what they say before going through their mind?
why do some people think that they are so great?
Why are some people always a target for others to vent their anger?

i seriously dunno WTH is wrong with you now a days...
i am getting so sick so SO SO SO SICK
i mean it...

ok i got to go and sleep already lessons at 8 tmr..
peace

2006-05-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

Soccer yest was great..
sorta ok lar..
but i think my goal kick sucks.. needa really do some polishing lol
thot the field would be like a swamp but i was wrong lols..
today went out to mugg wif my poly frens... then kelvin came along and join us
had quite a fun day yep...

been thinking alot lately...
haiZzz

alright any way i am happy united is in 2nd place wahhaa above LIVERPOOL WAHHAHAH =X
(ok go on liverpool fans go on curse me =/ )

ok its late already tmr 8 am practical crap gonna be left wif like 5 hrs of sleeping time only

aRGH~ god i need more time....

2006-05-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

lifes ironic
lifes so complex
lifes never a peaceful calm lake
lifes like a Eye of the cyclone not knowing where and when the nex gust of wind will come and destroy the calmness

i dunno but i think im crapping again..

one of those crappy days....
ok schools started..
2 reports and 1 presentation already
i wanna shed some fats eh....
but how
crap
my hairs damn short now really damn short i can't even see my fringe wif my eye looking up lol

hmm juz a sudden though
is it true that the more parents scold you the more they care for u ?
hmmm

ok off to stone again

2006-05-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

wow im tired my neck my legs and my stomache lol infact my whole body is in pain -_-
o hell wadeva...
labour day did my tutorials. and played my games watch tee vee and cleaned my house fan the ceiling type.. u know? amagash...
crap
so tiring

feeling much better these days =D

anyway im going to chomp chomp for dinner with my family TaTa~~

2006-04-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

im so tired.. physically and mentally...
crap.
my legs are bruised due to the rough pitch conditions..
argh..

and chelsea won united.. wtf..
o well saw the first goal then off i came into my room...
crap man this sucks....

will some 1 make my day brighteR?

2006-04-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Life is starting to get bz.. thats good at least i dun think so much..
week 2 has passed so so so so fast....
its good i muz get myself bz so i can juz concentrate on my studies nothing but studies...
any way my fren told me about this couple's blog... their gay alright..
but im not against them, im totally cool wif gays man no prob lol
but my hair juz stands go visit it if u haven heard abt it

http://www.colinandkero.blogspot.com

I am needed , i am not , i am needed, i am not...
ok im juz crapping

2006-04-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

im juz so tired i need a bed to sleep forever....
forever

2006-04-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

People have been complaining not being able to enter my blog.. and spy wares due to iweb and here i am changed a skin and removed my song...
schools never been this fun
some lecturers get on my nerves though...
hell to those who generalise

2006-04-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

I think You are
Irritating
Disgusting
Arrogant
Filthy
and many many more.. i juz dun wish to name it out all.
i guess some of you know who i am talking about...
Wtf would u do that to your friend?
its juz omg so disgusting lar....
i dun wanna think of you anymore..
the more i think the more i feel like puking
You are juz Out right disgusting

*disclaimer: iTs noT YOU unless you think its YOU (=

im gonna stay awake till 4am and i will break my record of longest time not sleeping 24HRS lol
i think im feeling better
but when the night comes and the silent is so deafening it all starts all over again.
i need to keep myself bz...

2006-04-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

damn it so i was being con by ray some 1 picked up my shuffle and left it wif ray -_-
o well no nano for me.. but seems like my mom objects me of getting a phone.. o well
any way i conned kuns lol
soccer was great...

would it be better if we could forget everything?
too bad we can't...

i am still DEPRESS

going to chomp chomp for dinner wif my parents... see ya all later.

2006-04-22T13:17:00.000+08:00

holy cow. i lost my shuffle
screwed....
maybe i should get a nano....
there goes my plan for a new phone....
^%*(^%^(&$^*&*$%&$^&$%^#%!#$!@$#~!@

2006-04-22T04:50:00.000+08:00

can't sleep after waking up since 4am...
yest was my units pop for my sec4 i muz say it was the first time they were so united.
really missed those days... alright soccer in 4 hrs time

2006-04-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

whats the purpose of us living in this world? whats the purpose of my existence?seriously i dunno what do i wake up every morning for.suppose i can say i dread every night bcos it will be a new day tmr and i dunno whats waiting round the corner waiting for me
i dunno but im juz scared of facing the future.
maybe rays right.

2006-04-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously i hate u **** off

2006-04-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hope chelsea lose thier 1-0 lead...
damn it
what else can i say about my first day in school
gotta get use to the New and not so New friends... =/

2006-04-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Tmr schools gonna reopen.
No more regular trips down to Mjr for me.
No more slacking time for me.
I should juz bury my self with school work
juz like how i buried myself with games
maybe i will juz forget.
i should try
gonna Make new frens tmr..
what do frens stand for?
spent my year 1 in poly with classmates i dunno if i could call friends
maybe its my willingness to open up.
maybe the fault lies with me
i dunno

whats gonna happen 5 years down the road?
i dunno

the thing i hate about life is that it is always so uncertain
Life and Death its juz a thin line
right and wrong does not have much difference either.

i dunno juz hope that i get to see nice pple that i can get along tmr....

At least i still can play soccer on saturdays... thats the only thing i can look foward to ?

2006-04-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

iF there was a woRd to describe my lifE i would probably be failure....
im juz so disappointed...

2006-04-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

well the Past 2 days have been totally cool... yest morning went to sentosa wif Ts,Hema,Jared,huimin,cherri,wen,kenneth and mel lol
hella fun went swimming in the sea me kenneth and ts lol the volleyball haha
the sand we sh0uld have more gatherings like that *hint* hint*
lol
ye then went home bath and out i went again for Montage. lol sorta wierd aniway then lao pa sat lol wahha =d
then today went cycling freak lol wif the 4f peeps im lazy to type out the names lol
cycled here and there =d lol
hmmm

lifes juz like this accept it.
it juz does'nt come the way we want it to be
its juz fate.
i will never get it again.

2006-04-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

hmm juz got back lanning wif navi rei kh wank and mao..
lol was fun lar all the laughing cs camping lol
yea been a long time since i luff my heart out.

before that was crashing at rei house lol watch manchester match WAS GREAT WOO although the refree's kukuness for more info and pics refer to ql blog. lol did i mention ql crashed there too?? lol

seriously i hate politics i hate it.
i juz feel that in this world i juz so tiny so so so tiny....

2006-04-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

the past week has been juz terrible for me ye... hope that a better one will come. Started off well today. went out wif the guys =D had a great time at Seoul Gardens and Had fun *cough* cough* sinning -_- omg everytime i go out wif them i will tell my self I WILL NOT but i end up doing the thing =/ haIz can't blame Them..
Made an ALARMING discovery buT due to some reason i canot post it out =/
and peeps as i promised pics of my Cairns trip...

United they are after cyclone larry ..

Read this -_-

There Mel ur guys. take ur time to pick

a picture speaks a Thousand words

Isn't she cute?

View fRom above

My aunt and My ah ma they are close =d

Me, My Ah ma and mY cuz

Mountain viEw juz spectcular

2006-04-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

FUCK off i HATE U I HATE MY LIFE I HATE YOU.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE
mY LIFE SUCKS
FUCK
U FUCKiNG BITCH
I TRIED TO GIVE IN I TRIED BUT THIS TIME NO FUCKING WAY FUCK OFF
THINK YOUR THE QUEEN
LEMME SAY 1 MORE TIME I FUCKING HATE LIERS PPLE WHOACCUSE PPLE THEN CHANGE THeIR WORDS
WORDS THAT THEY SAID BEFORE FUCK
YOU CAN GO JOIN THE LEAGUE OF BITCHES ALREADY
U DUN DESERVE A SINGLE TINGE OF RESPECT FROM ME U BITCH
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE

I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE
MAYBE I SHOULD JUZ LEAVE.

2006-03-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I SO HATE MY FUCKING LIFE NOW
FUCK FUCK FUCK

2006-03-31T12:21:00.000+08:00

Fucked up Life....

2006-03-28T02:48:00.000+08:00

Yes i am back home back to my nest wahha okay im gonna go and sleep update tmr night...

something big is brewing aye?
wadeva

2006-03-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

This song is juz fantastic, the music + the lyrics hmm think im gonna host it in my blog buahahha

P.S: iF u came across, hope u dun mind =F

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

pEAce =D

2006-03-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

amazing how some pple can get so lame and irritating.

2006-03-22T09:31:00.000+08:00

What more can i ask for?
did not try hard enough
but im content with the results knowing the amnt of effort i put in...
bHleaz

CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS A (amazing)
CP5034 CHEMICAL PROCESS PRINCIPLES A B (suprising)
LC303A EFFECTIVE NEGOTIATION SKILLS B (suprising)
SP0201 CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT B+
CP4088 MATERIALS IN PRACTICE C+ (suprising)
CP4008 APPLIED ELECTRICITY & ELECTRONICS C+ (saddening)
CP4001 ANALYTICAL & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY D+ (expected)

2006-03-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm feeling lost all of a sudden bah.. listening to yEs 933 now lol
sorta miss Sg but im gonna miss cairns too gonna come back next year i reckon..
lol survived teh cyclone actually was juz strong gales of wind lol
the town which was badly hit which was shown in the news is abt 1 hr drive from us? lol so lucky yep
towards the end of the cyclone i juz left my window open and went to sleep lol the wind so shiok lol
yep gonna post photos when i get back home haha
spent the whole day yest without electricity was only then that i realised how important electricity was lol
juz spend the last hr chaning my skin.. lol looks better now? updated all my links lol added J_C into it lol

luv ya guys haha

2006-03-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

Ok crap read this
gonna be an experience gonna take some photos weeee lol and a video too =D

Cyclone threatens Queensland

March 19, 2006 - 3:21PM
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Cyclone Larry could intensify to a category five by the time it hits the far north Queensland coast tomorrow, the weather bureau has warned.
Disaster coordination centres were set up today in Cairns and Townsville in response to the potential for havoc caused by gale force winds, torrential rain and flooding.
The Queensland government also was deploying response teams today.
Larry, upgraded to a category four early today, was located in the Coral Sea about 540km east of Innisfail, south of Cairns, this afternoon.
It is expected to hit the coast between Cairns and Cardwell early tomorrow.
Tropical Cyclone Warning Centre forecaster Gavin Holcombe said Larry could grow into a category five by the time it made land.
"It will be getting up there - a high category four, maybe five - it's a very intense system," Mr Holcombe said.
"When you look at the satellite images it looks very tightly wound up with winds of 230kph at its centre and they're likely to get up to 280kph - that's a lot of wind."
The bureau today issued severe weather warnings for coastal communities from Cape Flattery to Mackay and inland areas near Chillagoe and Charters Towers.
Wind gusts of up to 120kph were expected to develop around the Whitsunday Islands late this afternoon and extend to the coast between Cape Flattery and Mackay overnight, the bureau said.
"As the (cyclone) centre approaches the coast, sea levels are likely to rise well above the normal tide, with damaging waves and flooding of some low-lying areas near the shoreline," the bureau said.
"Heavy to flood rains are likely to develop near the coast between Cairns and Mackay during Sunday night."
North Queenslanders are being urged to heed cyclone warnings from the State Emergency Service (SES) and Counter Disaster and Rescue Services (CDRS) and stock up on emergency supplies.
"The business of listening and taking precautions according to the instructions is very important in these things," a CDRS spokesman said.

actually im more worried about the floods...
lol
ciaoz

iT huRts... iT reaLY does....

2006-03-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

hmm. back to update.. well life has been good lol
been sleeping early recently haha.. unlike me to sleep at 10 o clock maybe its bcos im always out all day and i sleep so easily... lol aniway went to the market juz now.. aussies market are clean lol unlike the wet wet SG kind lol
went GO KARTING yesterday wow it was so cool lol much better then arcade racing lol realise driving an automatic car is not that diff yea ? juz steer it wahha think if i have the time ill try it again....
the toilets in aussie are also like a zillion times cleaner then sg's lol but damn it whenever nightfalls im bored...
night life here is boring yea? i muz sayy prob bcos theres no SCV and no comp of my own where i can go FTing or FMing or Winning eleven bah , prob theres no dog of mine here , prob theres no frens of mine here only my aunt my uncle my gramps and my cuz lol, and of course theres no soccer on sat for me to look foward to.. bahahha
but i am coming back on the 27th another 10 days lol im gonna miss this place yea? but im missing singapore already.....
aniway QL u guys working at the banquet already ???
tell me abt it yar? lol

okay off i go to watch the oh so boring dvds again..
o yar theres star wars on the tee vee here later at nine think ill catch it my first star wars show LOL. (navi dun killl me yar)

and jared (paiseh its jaren lol)* u want ang moh babes photo arh i dun think i will take any lar lol go google and search lar wahhaha but i got some nice shots of water fall though lol ok im going to the tee vee and be a couch potato already..

2006-03-14T06:13:00.000+08:00

WEll well i am back online updating =D why? bcos my aunt's house has an internet connection
haha cool yea?
buhahaha her house is soo soo sooo cosy.. wif all the lil animals juz like a mini zoo
ok off to rest haha juz a shop update going to the city later aniway time now is 8.12am 2 hrs faster then sg timing
bah.

and to jared and peeps ill try my best wahhahahah =O

2006-03-13T03:58:00.000+08:00

my sec ones =D and off i go to sleep..

2006-03-13T03:57:00.000+08:00

credits to jared lol looks like our CIBTC photo

2006-03-13T03:56:00.000+08:00

NPCC with the Red Fox =D

2006-03-13T03:54:00.000+08:00

isnt it juz beautiful ?

2006-03-13T03:46:00.000+08:00

camps over...
im happy? maybe ...
im sad definitely..
all i thot was dashed by someone who thot he knew it all
some 1 who thot that he was victimised.
all i can say is that i am disappointed
although they did a great job one foolish act was enough to destroy all that was built up.
the best of the camp was the camp fire will post a pic of it later very impressive
its until now that i realised how rotten some pple can be
alright its late thats all folks...

Wun be updating anytime soon as i am flying in like 16 hrs time....
bhleaz
gonna miss singapore

2006-03-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

Mg i am soo SO SO SO SO BZ bcos of NPCC...
hmm regreting that i joined it?
nah lol juz let me complain....
for the past 2 days i have been going down to mjr.. omG
bcos of that i canot go:
Gym at gay's house
Lan wif navi and gay
canot spend time at home
find time to buy my camera memory card
i canot join jaren this friday
AND I CANOT PLAY SOCCER ON SATURDAY B4 I FLY !!!!!!!!!!!! OMG
i am SO BZ
bah.. its my hols pple are bz playin im bz planning the sec1 camp stuff ARGH~
o well that was me nagging....
damn it.. can't wait for monday the 13th to come then ill FLY leaving away all my troubles =D

okay of back to gamin wahhaha

2006-03-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

na well hols are here... hmm life goes on... kinda lost these days...
well my lifes juz not to the fullest..
gonna fly to cairns on the 13th to the 27th
yes finally a holiday.....
im glad i takin a break from life
im gonna come back stronger =)

You juz hate me to do whatever i love to do.
whatever i say i am defiant
whatever i do i am wrong...Happy now?

2006-02-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

Went to the asia air show.. dun really remember the full name did not really take much notice....
the exibition was sucky....
The air show was cool, Air bus A380 SIA's pride, the biggest Airplane.. its really nice its like floating on air... hmmm Flights from the f16 were great tooo the free fall omg... if only i could fly a plane too...
after that headed to Tampinese mall to have lunch...
well was going up the escalator saw something...
i am saddened
overwhelmed by it....
have not felt it for a very very very long time...
i juz hate it i want it to go away GEt lost...

everylittlewordusaidtoumaybejuzwordsbuttomeiwillneverbeabletoforget.......

2006-02-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

Why should this thing happen?
Is it worth it?
is it worthy to go out to such lenghts?
think it over it ain't worth it.

im tired and blogging crap agian....

see that wall? climb over it...

2006-02-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

crap im still trying hard to study.....
..
bah =/

whEn waS tHe LasT tiMe u Did s0mEthinG foR the FiRst TiMe???

2006-02-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

bah well wad shld i say abt the match......
the usual Tatics from rafa did the job.
Crouch's 'artistic' goal did it too
The hamburger and insults from the fans were not too nice...
The unwillingness of fans to return the ball were likewise
PEACE pool fans =D
but i am happy with United for what they had put up physically and mentally. no FA cup ? its fine wahhahah anyway god bless smith poor fella wad a hero.. hope theres still hope for him was watching chelsea fa cup match vs colchester.. hope they will continue the sucky form and lose the epl away to united buhahah

anyway this 2 days only me and my 2nd sis home... bah..
lifes really bad hope my parents come home soon lol im lonely.....

bah bah will update more... =D

2006-02-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

This saturday night is gonna be fun....
QL and beh is coming over for the clash between United and Pool
i personally believe that united will once again win lol
HAHA will blog more when the match is over buhaha

P.S: any 1 wan join uS ??? buahhahaha

2006-02-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

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cool
back to study wahhaha

2006-02-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

ok i admit im Tired..
ate like 12 rocher in a day
what can i ask for...
having a slight sore throat..
damn it..
i haven study finish for my test tmr but i muz go back to mjr
damn....

2006-02-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

14th of Feb a very important date...
its 8 days more to my exams...
i need to study.....
good luck to those having xams =)
i wanT my exams to be over real soon bah...
im off lol...

haha until now i juz realised Ql is one naughty boy lol

2006-02-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

bah... so hows life for me.. i need to crash back to reality.. i need to study.. sems exams are coming 3 papers....
crap... i juz can't find my self to study this sem..... oh hella crap...
so its V day in 1.5 hrs or so gonna spend my vday with my bed. o crap.. im getting grumpy... maybe it has something to do with maybe it does not...
so to all my frens hope u guys enjoy a Fabulous valentine day (=
im starting to like Akon.....

alright
im goinG ofF

Ciaoz

Trying to stop something as strong as an elephant........

2006-02-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

wow.. i am back from SEc 1 camp...
haha reached home yesterday ard 5 had a wooping 13hrs sleep.. went to school at 10,30.... bah cool man.. my PT was like -__- haha until she saw my letter blah anyway slow and easy day.. caught up with wad i missed ate Chicken bowl from Food court 1 cool .... haha crapped thr wif my frens pooled at clementi.
anyway wad i have to say abt the chem its really fun and enriching.. learnt alot from the more experienced ones.. taught the sec 1s my knowledge... to think that only 4 years ago i was like them.. we were like them... haha
to think TK was our OGL lol the moments where me QL ts jared ash GJH deciding whether to join NP or NC lol haha and 1 word from TK made us go to NP haha how weird how strong GL's words can affect the desicion of sec 1s lol anyway. im crapping too much sem exams are coming gotta mug hard le...
HAPPY MUGGING TO ALL POLY PEEps

GOOD LUCK TO THOS TAKING O's results TMR....

I Am MISSING CAMP ALREADY...... bah..

2006-02-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

Hella. screwed my test today... actually yest.. wadeva..
went to watch I NOT STUPID TOO....
hell it was funnie lol...
luff like No one's Biz... haha the whole theatre was in laughters...
jack neo films.. really entertaining with all the dialect jokes.. crap .. lol
so hess juz talented..
KH is so in love wif that gal starring in the movie her real name starts wif N something.. wadeva not bothering to remember lol. anyway KH look for me in Msn i have tonnes of her pics waiting for u lol... dun look for me its ur losT..
then again to think back Mr Neo's films are funny but they bring in the way to live life too... hmmm really intresting to watch hes show.....

juz a sudden question...

Wat happens when u plant a Rose in the middle of a dessert?

hmm sometimes its juz not worth forcing into things.... the more u force the worst it gets...
after this 17 years of my life i am learning to take it in my stride...
when its time to go. no matter what is done it will still have to go....
so let go... =)

2006-02-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

DAmn.. i need to work ..
i wan a Nano and a new phone...

2006-02-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

bah new year really passes fast.. damn fast... haiZ time flies.... new year juz came and went like no bodies biz... not really into the mood to blog....
bah....
juz wanna telll QL sHes really Cute =D lol
haha gonna continue to study for my test lol..

2006-01-28T11:28:00.000+08:00

i tHink thaT being high up there above the skies have answered my prayers...... ( =

anyway HapPy CNY to all yep ? may all the ang baos come in =)

2006-01-28T10:51:00.000+08:00

weLl went to Mr gui's house... was fun.... used the gym. played dai dee. played wif the soccer ball. ate stuff yep almost it haha talked crap and bhleaz.... not really into the mood to blog long...
aniway.. crap the dudes are playing soccer right now at kembangan and im sitting at home.. holy. wadeva....

u juz hate me to do what i want don't you?

2006-01-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

YES~ U DID NOT HEAR WRONGLY MANCHESTER UNITED ROSE TO THE OCCASSION AND WON A very crucial MATCH... WOOOOOT
THE FEELING NOW IN ME IS MAGICAL....
THE FERDINAND FAMILY REALLY DOES WONDERS.... wOw ......

ok sorry got too carried away... aniway juz finished watching the match yes.. i am so happy.. although im only a small time fan but o well....
Yes YEs i can hear u guys.....
"UNITED tyco de lar... Pool shld have won the match"
"RIO so heng.."
many many more
but well thats soccer =P
all i could say is that Evra had a better game.. many runs down the left...
did a not too bad job defending too......
well rooney, giggs, Van kuku Saha Richardson infact the whole UTD played a great 2nd half wif the exception of maybe fletchER? lol heck lar.. the fact is UTD WON woooW ... cool man..
this iS WOW some body ask me to shut up... lol
the moment i saw the goal i ran into my room to tell ql abt it WAHHAHA damn farnie sia...
aniway pool played a great game too but UTd was the better team....
o well thats soccer. haha
Cheers To [ QL,Wei Hwang,Ash, and aLL united FANs be IT big or small ]
My condolences to [TS, Jaren, Huimin maybe? and all liverpool fans ]
well 8 am lesson tmr gotta go and have my sleep TATa all

MANCHESTER UNITED FOREVA~

Hes the Man and in the end he got it all done =D

2006-01-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

o allright.. im an ass wadeva.. spend my whole day packing MY hse .. yes im packing again the packing never seems to end.. omg... really tiring...
o well so slacking for a while till tmr maybe? cos tests are still a few days few days more...
arGh....
ok gonna wash My fan now... cool... and this rain sucks.. wheres my sun... omg...
tonight Manchester United Vs Liverpool hmm
guess the better team which is MAnchester will win.. LOL
( Liverpool fans dun curse me im a Small time MUFC Fan) lol
o come on fergie play saha and van Kuku up front pull rooney back a lil dun play evra >.<
richardson is better.... bhleaz.....

2006-01-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

is'nt she Pretty? shes Chiyo from Memoirs of The Geisha.... indeed she has very nice eyes.... not blogging today.. so yea juz to summarise my day im happier today =)

2006-01-19T02:46:00.000+08:00

Well... 2.47 am now... juz ended my study session a pretty brief 1 on my aplied electricity... crap.. arGh gotta study more now... well
so did'nt decide to blog until a thot came to my mind...

Nothing is Forever.... the day that we meet some1 or do something we should know that 1 day we will not see that some1 again or not do the same thing again....
nothing is permanent in lIfe....
is that what makes liFe so Precious?

well we shld cherish every moment we spend in this world as we would never know what will happen the next second.... cherish everything.
Man is like that. they will never cherish the things they have.. until the moment that they lost it. then they realised how important it is to them.

well...... i really hope some things will remain permanent Foreva.....

crappIng too much im going to BlaH bLah Land........

ZiaOZZzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

2006-01-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

LiFe goEs on.... starting to pick up the momentum to study...
i will strive for good results...
bhleaz

whAT is FatE?
hmmmmm
wHen wIll i finD thaT ClotHinG that Fits me ? =/

2006-01-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

bah still cleaning my room never endless......

godwhydoesshesoundsosadisshesad?ifsheisplzgrantherhappinessattheexpenseofmine.....

2006-01-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

anY1 wanna go JogginG i feel that im gaining weight.. BhleaZ....

off to Pack MY room....

2006-01-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

Soccer was great the weather was great only the pitch sucks... anyway nice weather today.......
hmm thot ill not be joining the guys for soccer but still went.. not too bad today... xcept for 1 dumb ass blunder......
im really blogging very often now i wonder why ....

CiAoz

eachtimeitryiamafraidofbeingrejectedjuzthiswillbethelasttimeiamtryingififailitsoverillmissyouthough....

2006-01-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

good day.. the sun is high and up =D nice weather.. damn it heaven sure noes how to fool us humans.....
lF the aLjunied MrT tO meet the Guys to go to queens way wEeee

ok i admit.. i AM loST......

oFF i gO ....

2006-01-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

so lets touch on the bad part of the day first
its really bad to be sick... Reasons

1) I missed my morning lessons.... bhleaz
2) I muz trouble my mom to make herbal tea for me
3) Canot concentrate in class
4) when for camp craft Trainin today but did crap...
5) if theres soccer tmr i may not be able to join them
6) im afraid ill spread it to my friends and family...
7) i canot play wif My dogs chang and Bon although i wanna show how much i love them ..
9) i need lotsa tissue....

But luckily i had my saviour Royal Gold Tissue ( 140 pulls 3 ply.. ) guessed i used around
80 pulls already ? lol

and THE sun !!!!!!!!
he heard me calling him.. he came out today and showered me with warmth.. wooo its really great......
and theres not Trainin tmr.. Great i can rest.. lol

anyway. juz a thought is'nt man wierd too much sun we want the rain too much rain we want the sun... we are never easily satisfied like our dog counterparts.......

im goinG ofF~~~~

tellmehowtellme...........

2006-01-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

God damn crap stop raining...
now im sick Bah...
Sucks
i miss the sun...

sO in lovE wiTh Tian Ya Xia Yi.... = P